Everything is wrong until it's not.

Pretty different from my usual style but I wanted to try and make it work. I hope it does.

Everything is wrong until it’s not.

With your temperament, the world around you 

and all that you’ve got invested in this life,

it is all going to rot, and the more

worms eat away the more you detest

so busily detesting that you forgot

that everything is wrong until it’s not. 

Everything is wrong until it’s not.

People queuing to put their voting slip

into the ballot slot are inwardly complaining,

about whomever and what are they plan

to do and how they’ll explain, nothing is plain,

and thinking in plain terms, you forgot

that everything is wrong until it’s not.

A heart fails to start, no cry in the operation room.

Occupied by just I, this is less a home than tomb.

Maledictions in the curtain, heard from the floor.

Contradictions make uncertain what I knew before. 

They pass away, pass us by, the past is left unresolved.

They disappear and go missing, cases still unsolved.

Everything is wrong until it’s not.

You thought you had it under control but now

you’ve lost the plot, you’ve lost your map and

X marks the spot and you’re selling out,

dropping out, ready to snap, you snap

at the world, it snaps back, and you forgot

that everything is wrong until it’s not.

Nothing is alright. 

Life’s an endless fight.

It’s that or flight

but you have to sit tight,

hold onto what’s right,

until you see the light.

It gives you a fright-

it’s not black and white

the colours are bright

and the war was all around you

but the last gunfire is shot.

The bullet goes right through.

So you just keep on going too

and now somehow, despite

that on your back there’s a spot

you swear was put there: targeted 

and misled and kept up all night

with voices in your head blaming you 

aiming for you when you’re in full sight-

This war will all seem so contrite

When you stop placing blame,

and everything is alright.

In the operation room, the baby cries.

Anticipating doom, you told yourself lies.

You won in the end, after so many tries

You begun, in the end, to see the sunrise.

There are some things we’ve yet to realise.

Each realisation brings a surprise-

You fought so long and took on a lot  

Everything was wrong until it was not.

In other news, the old character of Cassie from Skins which I never actually watched until later has become quite fascinating to me. She starts off as a sympathetically strange character, but soon the heartbreak that befalls her turns her into a monstrous almost psychopathic antagonist. I could relate to her in many ways when she was introduced but her response to being in love and her obvious aversion to attachments is alien and interesting to me. She said before the show began on a promo that there was something to love in everything. In the second series, which is where her character trajectory ends alongside all the others she was cast with, to be replaced by a new generation, she says that something makes her 'hate everything, everything'. 

If anyone wants to be play a significant part and be inexplicably helpful as part of the rapidly growing body of research in the realm of psychometrics and the study of intelligences,


or if anyone wants to be philanthropic and kind and giving to spare a little time

I'm conducting research on the construct of trait-social intelligence, and all you have to do is fill out a few questionnaires that are all related to your social intelligence, except for the last, which is a short version of the Big Five personality test. The questions can at time seem like they are repeated, but they are all in fact different and so please complete it and I will owe you so much in a cosmic, karmic sort of way, or if I am likely to see you, I will reward you somehow. Thank you. Just click below and begin!


Daisy's Research- Questionnaires

Tristan's Song

my wide-eyed trains, this drug addled beyond,
never lets me walk smoothly,
in your smiling blues are things that give up on me
or that I’ll surely run away from,

but look, i have come to life and been a catalyst,
i have seen creation reveal itself at open sesame.

i indulge in the charming clues
and aspirations you admired always.
how your observations were made,
bird by bird, mistake by mistake

so is your extremism in existence to fix me?
my rebellion and I will eat fearlessly
and fail to find a balance,
when the cigarette falls from this shrug
and the accident is sudden,
blindingly everywhere

thinking of nothing, the wonder in this ambulance
strums to the solitude, the wordlessness,
the lines on the empty pages of my notebook..
Relate to me the food of its scribbles, I’m hungry.
Tell me its smoke and its scribbles and tattoos
each time sighing

and i gather experiences like strawberries
both in changing and static, yet I only know
I have let go of something,
of the synchrony of trains,
and bumbling

i come up all in laughter,
a symphony with my brother.

for Horatio James

a thick and wide ocean made of shadows, with the thrum of  rhythmic wave rolling breathlessly through; a hundred pairs of feet levitating just an inch from the ground, dangling and disjointed just one hinge from the reality known before exposure to these corners of it, and it transforms around them; or being there as the one voice shakes you to the edges, the pace and force that propels it, the illuminated vision of this performance: variation in movement and the strange idea you are not just witnessing but exhuming something that this is like nothing you’ve known before. The elements of this alchemy all come from their hiding places and come together, meeting, then an eruption of this thing- bewildering, beguiling, rampant, unstoppable, beautiful.

behind the glare of stage lights there isn't an ocean made of darkness but of people and their collective motion, their collected breath, and in the shadow, like celestial bodies clearly glowing in a midwinter night sky, in every eye gazing up at the stage, ebullient and star-cross;d, there glimmers scintilla.

The song // i'm just afraid of the things I love the most // do you think you miss the things you love, or love the things you miss? for I fear missing the person i love, i fear i’m missing out on moments, i fear the moments i might miss.i don't fear the things i love, but i fear losing them, if they are not already gone missing. i fear this loss so much that it can feel more integral than anticipatory, and when you love and admire a thing or a person or a movement or an idea, it's threatening in its capacity to make you weak. it threatens you in its transience, your lack of control over it alongside your dependence on it. If something has the power to lead you to making sacrifices, to give away what is purely your own, to give time and thought and perpetual dreaming; if it can turn your knees weak, raise goosebumps on your skin; if it thrills you just to rest your cheek upon it, and the pain of its absence is almost as potent as the thrill. yes, I'm afraid of hearing Unchained Melody on the radio  somewhere public because I'd surely cry. So it's not a fear of the love object itself, but the power it has to drain the love from you, take up so much of your thought power, or disappoint you, or disappear.
The song // it's hard to get some rest when the kitchen feels like it's sinking // walls have little work to do when windows and doors are open for they protect us from nothing but the hallway. i wonder if we are being fossilised into some stillness, drowning as the kitchen and whole courtyard and all the rooms are sinking too, melting as though left out in the sun but really growing colder by the snowfall that washes over us. the sky opened with a flurry of snowflakes, and dropped so much water on our roof and around it that in not long we will be submerged. i wonder again if we are now breathlessly caught in time, suspended in a snow globe. airless and still, we stay together- we are just a hum at the bottom of an ocean. I can still dream but thoughts can’t reach too far. i can dream of Ocean bed orchestra, singing swan ghost songs
 And the words to the song // the river isn’t mine, it moves on just like // time is an enemy of mine, never working with me or giving itself to me, always racing ahead or dragging out or slipping away as if through fingers or clinging as if it’s cat hair. I take time to have a cigarette in the nearby park and watch the graceful swans circling and guiding their signets, always ducking and always un-swanlike and fluffy brown. Ugly duckling turning into a swan. Did you ever hear about the ugly duckling who grew up and was a ducking then too? I didn’t think so.
The song // In the summer, in your psycho weather // he thought it might have something to do with the weather, like i was a pathetic fallacy, or maybe seasonally affected, and then he went as far as ruminating on whether the stars had any part to play in this, and certainly the moon when it was full if nothing else. This was all, of course, when he found me exciting,  and something about me enticed him. I think he liked putting his mind up against mine. I know he liked me because I was different, and he seemed different from most, but he was trying very hard to be. That summer I lost my Aunt Ellen who had practically raised me after my mother died having her pacemaker replacement operation, which happened when I was seven, and my father, Aunt Ellen’s brother, wanted to disappear to the other side of the world and forget his ties to where I was. Most people can only dream about that, whereas he actually did disappear without a goodbye, although he left a letter, an eviction notice, and a spare key to Aunt Ellen’s. In June, aged 76, Aunt Ellen’s cancer got into her brain and then it was everywhere and it killed her. The passing wasn’t poignant or worthy of pathos or even worth writing about, but purely for the purpose of explaining the otherworldly events that followed, I had to tell its story. I started taking prescription pills and a mixture of other drug compounds, not caring what was in them, to help me sleep. I said it was insomnia but it was just fear, being scared of what was hiding in the dark that I had yet to even conceive of yet. To put it plainly, a world without Aunt Ellen was a world plunged into perpetual night and there was no one there to guide me. So I gave up and did all I could to escape, kicked every self-destructive box almost systematically, and nothing worked. That summer I lost my mind to the gentle hum of bees, the smell of marijuana smoke that seemed into my carpet; to the clothes I sweated into as I oscillated through my illusory environment, walking the steps that made a figure eight and went on and on and ; to the buzzing air conditioner in my friend’s house and the sounds of kids screaming and running and splashing at the Lido ; I lost my mind to the ghost of Aunt Ellen. I became mesmerised by unremarkable things such as a rolling pin or by quite abstract concepts, like a picture of a girl holding a picture of a girl holding a picture and a girl holding a picture…to the nth power. Infinity. But also banality. I went through irrelevant job vacancies in the local paper and imagined myself in every job. I spent so much time imagining that I don’t remember breaking his heart. I would occasionally find myself in places quite far from home with no recollection but also no inquisitiveness about what the time was or how I got there and that it could be dangerous. I got a job at McDonalds but found myself by the patty grill tearing my palm open like a letter with the sharpest knife they must have had. They fired me then declared me dangerous, so I finished off the summer in a mental health ward.  It was monsoon season. He seemed to find this very fitting. What he couldn’t fit were meanings to what I was doing. It made him feel lacking in sense because he tried to translate my nonsense into something that made some semblance of sense. While the rain dropped from the sky in tidal waves, I drew pictures of what I saw whenever I had a migraine. Distortions, colours, rearrangements, a glowing slash that sucked my field of vision right into it. I had terrible nightmares. He’d always enjoyed interpreting my dreams but after two visits to the ward I was told by a tactless acquaintance on messenger that he was going round calling me a psycho. I laughed  and then cried, and then I just went on laughing until I was hysterical enough to warrant nurse attention, and I didn’t mind that because they gave me good pills that felt like blankets wrapping you up and floating you down a stream of silken, fluffy clouds and cushions. Falling asleep with a smile my face. I’m better now and out of hospital but I’m thankful. No one ever knows how they’re going to manage such grief until they are faced with it, and making assumptions about how you are likely to act is redundant because a part of your mind that is to you unfamiliar but that knows you inside out, every unconscious thought or fear or worry or excitement that didn’t make it above the level of your awareness; that part of your mind can escape you, or take control of you, or care for you if you are lucky. Because one certainty is that the grief will make you primitive and incapable of proper conscious thought. Primal shrieks in the endless wilderness of night. Visceral pain and anger but nothing to blame. Confusion and tossed about in your own overgrown nightmares or slowly developing rituals or hardening heart or silencing of voice. The last time I saw him, anyway, was a summer later. I was in a bookshop with ceiling fans looking at books on linguistics and he happened to be searching for some historical biography. The weather was perfectly sunny and almost dusty in its dryness, the light formed a crust on your warm skin, pooled into mirages on the sizzling roads, and poured in almost immediately after you’d declared it night-time. I was holding a fan I’d brought back from a holiday to Venice with Aunt Ellen and my cousins. It’s gentle flutter as I batted it kept my face feeling cool and avoided the sensation of being something stagnant while the sun rotted me away. We didn’t speak, but I did pick up the book American Psycho and almost flirtatiously placed it on the shelf he was looking at, face forward, peering at him with effete yes over the frills of my fan. I did the flourish and I left, feeling a summer younger //
The song // and we’re all just children // we are, we are small, we are not sensible. There are bankers and executive accountants but they’re not us. There are professionals wearing our shoes and being serious. We pose as them sometimes, but other times we overfeed the fish, or tangle our shoelaces,trip over, get grazes, pick the scabs, feel so hungry we hate the world for a moment or two until we get some food, have recurring dreams about baddies surrounding you or dark shadows looming over you, and doodle our names on our papers and folders, doodle everything. We are all just children acting like adults but it’s okay, we don’t have to do this anymore. We can drop the act and start doodling, start adventures, weave imaginary paths into real life ones because we know that more is possible than an adult would know. We can all step out of the roles we were playing and act like children instead, then it won’t be acting. I’ve checked- no one is watching!

quick poem

eyes closed / armed, poisoned,

thigh- tense: present.

think: hallway hollow, got to go,

no, wait, stop and think.

jaw/crack. think. 

the tide draws back, 

waves and weeds in hushed tones

are muttering,’Did you see 

that eyesore I just saw in the sea.’

ignorance still sits on the how

and the why my existing

is shaped the same as 

whatever it is that causes

turbulence in aeroplanes,

white knuckle grips

while my fingers wither blue

translucent. There was one moment

I remember in which I truly felt

electricity in my hands, and

believed it was there, That moment

is long gone, though memory traces

a distinct pattern of madness

over the blueprints of life so far.

Still, I can feel the lighting 

ignorant as to why or how.

It’s lightning,

belonging to me, and it’s

driving the engine. It’s a

closed circuit. 

a vision of today

Rhymes about Signs

Signs of struggle, signs of life,
signs like their signings of husband and wife,
signs of destruction without intent,
signs of corruption in the government,
signs that you're tired, that you've been crying
signs that you don't see that they are lying.
signs that he loves me, signs that he's happy,
signs that he really hearing me.
signs of I'm sorry, signs of worry,
signs of being in a hurry,
signs that there's something you have to tell me.
signs of life's violence and it's rage,
signs that you may really look your age,
signs that he's infatuated, he doesn't read your signs
signs no longer tolerated, too many signs of crime

Signs you spell out with your hands

so that you don’t lose your voice

Signs that suggest your plans are wrecked

and you don't even have a choice. 

Lights on roadside signs, or neon in the dark

Lights forming puddles where hobos lie in the park

Signs that you are getting better.

Signs that show you're beginning to forget her 

Signs that he is over you, signs he's got under your skin 

Signs that showed him the way in.

Signs that point you right ways, wrong ways

Signs that trust you’ll do what your mind says

Signs to follow, signs to ignore,

Signs to comfort the rich and antagonise the poor

Signs that there are pickpockets here ti operate

Signs that politely note and often irritate

Signs that go unnoticed, signs we just don't see 

Signs in eyes that you'll be approached

Signs just subtle enough to be mistaken for friendly.

Signs tucked in your sleeves or between shaking knees.

Signs that you can't miss, like the first signs of disease.

There are signs that call you to attention, signs that

you're getting warmer, signs of apprehension.

Signs to keep your distance where men are digging holes

in the ground, signs to direct you home on the underground

and signs that group together on the top of poles,

all pointing to different places, your choice of destination.

But when you come across a warning sign of what's ahead

or a plain and simple 'stop', know not to ignore them.

Just like the signs of war, signs of destruction 

shred by shred, signs that people once lived here 

and signs that they're all dead. And then the signs

that we make, that we show, and your signs that show

how you feel without telling me what's on your mind.

No sign of me, for quite some time, while people waited

outside my door, no sign of me because I was

on my face in the bathroom, with nothing to report

from the floor. And the time he looked in my window

and saw me unconscious on the floor. 

My signs must not catch eyes as much because

he went home and left me there, thinking

It's Daisy she's done this before. And I have

so does that mean the signs I want you to see

are not available, having used them up before?

Things that will happen tomorrow

the ordinary

He will spill yogurt on his tie before work.
He will be late for school, and will fumble with his bike lock before running inside.
She will spend another day fantasizing about being someone else she knows.
He will end the process of learning to read.
She will say her first, second up to fifth words.
He will complain of the state of his knee replacement.
She will buy a balloon for her son at the zoo.
He will be punished for not making his bed correctly or on time.
She will throw up her food, for the fourth time in her life.
She will walk barefoot to the only well where the water is clean is located.
She will go up into the attic and find hundreds of old family photographs.
He will wake up next to someone he can't even remember taking home.
He will remove the appendix of a five year old girl.
She will meditate for longer than usual.
He will get served.
She will learn the meaning of white lying.
She will get a kitten and call it Carousel
He will perform again and this time it won't bore him so much.

She will sleep the whole day through,
She will scratch the mosquito bite too much
He will yawn more often than usual
She will burn her hand on a pan.
He will be carried into A&E by his friends after the fight.
She will be caught smoking on school grounds and her parents called.
He will wonder if he is a homosexual.
He will find some of his hair in the drain after showering.
She will delete lots of pictures of him from her computer,
He will wonder what sex is like.
She will have her hair cut and like the way it bounces on her walk home.
She will feel prettier than usual.
He will swallow more pills and spend the day behind a pane of glass.
She will sit at her window with her hair pulled up using bobby pins.
He will eat sashimi on his lunch break.
He will light up his 16th cigarette at a bus stop, waiting to go home from work.
She will make a very small sandcastle.
He will have another surfing lesson.
He will tell his friend that he's talking nonsense and there's no empirical evidence.
She will write a song about life as a symphony.
She will open her piggy bank and count copper and silver coins.
He will cash out at the shop and count three times over because of self-doubt.
She will be too scared to get in the water.
He will try using wax in is hair.
He will die.
She will go to the rodeo.
He will hear knocking at the door and go white.
She will bite her nails to half moons.
He will spend two hours practicing the trombone.
She will write an apology to a neighbour.
He will mount his diploma on te wall.
She will bake some cookies using sweetener instead o sugar.
He will be born.
He will think about her without clothes on.
She will spill the sake at the dinner table.
He will go to another meeting.
He will tell her that he'll do it tomorrow.



the not-so-ordinary

She will roll a cigarette with potpourri instead of tobacco and burn her lungs.
She will stick bobby pins in her hair to pin it back from her view of the neighbourhood rooftops.
He will tell his friend, with tears in his eyes, that life is a symphony.
She will befriend someone she will despise in three months' time
She will decorate the conservatory beautifully for a party, but the only attendee is her.
She will step intentionally on a snail.
He will hear another disembodied voice narrating his life.
He will be arrested because he's been framed.
She will pass the point of no return

He will dig his own grave.

the chronicles of paper town

Remember when I broke all the plates?
You said I'd put you back together.
I wasn't a pile of broken bits on the floor
but that was their impressions of me,
and I think it might last forever
but you have a mind that's always open
and so the world changes all the time
right before your eyes.
You are so far from them, you can see
so much further. Distance can surprise
when it is less being cast out to sea
and more a feeling of something like free.
I said I'd never give up on you,
Until you, I hadn't been giving
but when I drop words with that weight
they're as true as they can be absolutely.

My friend

My friend came into my life by accident, it shouldn't have happened. But it did because accidents happen and because I open my door to strangers. We have known one another through several seasons,several disasters, and through to survival. I've known him through several unnatural disasters. I didn't know him through most of his lifetime and so many disasters. He came with long hair, with his sleeves full of tricks, and with no one to love. He was a very good criminal. His arms were camouflaged with tattoos, hiding a knife wound and showing the face of the Green Man god of paganism, He came full of untold stories and unspoken wreckage, ghosts from his past haunting his days and opiate-eyed nights. He was magnetic and missing teeth, scarred, and he didn't trust anything or anyone. He'd nearly died so many times I sometimes wonder if he really exists. He talks of a span of months during which his three friends- closest friends, without closeness- died one after the other. How many times could he come so close before he would become just another ghost? But I began calling him miracle man at the beginning when we waved our hands and signs and he a big painted daisy in the direction of one another's windows, when we both lived in the same block, and I suppose that's just what it is. Small miracles and unexplained things and what you'd never expect to happen- they all happen around him, He is a catalyst but the reactions he causes are not always miraculous or inspiring. He'd be the first to admit he's a catalyst for lost teeth and bloodshed. I wouldn't say it but by more than one I've been likened to chaos. We are both messy and we both like it. His abnormal mind began to grow out of him and stretch to places that can't be conceived of yet, and yet even more abnormal became obvious his evolving awareness of the changes. Many of those changes came about as a coin flips from one side to the other. Not too long ago, his whole life was critically altered. He escaped from an abusive alcoholic, a woman he'd lived with for fifteen years, and because of his absent parents and cruel foster families, she must have been his primary attachment figure. He didn't know about how other people lived, he didn't know a comfortable relationship, or a form of love that hadn't been twisted into something nefarious and destructive. He escaped and bought a boat. He was free for the first time, and his mind stretched out for more, beyond imagination. Before his escape, everything was making wreckage around him. I had grown so close with him, we spent time together just to while away the hours he needed to talk about what he had seen and done and how he managed to live on in bewilderment. The night before he had to move every trace of himself out of the place he'd been at a window's glance distance, we painted the walls all night and day. He painted enormous colourful, turbulent maelstroms in one corner. I painted on the wall the words; there are no words for moments like these. It was a warm-weather time, when wax melted in the trees and light t in through the blinds and seemed to move like sharks, carrying drifts of powders and pollen and the residue of paint on walls. Dust is invisible unless there is sunlight

I wasn't always there to help pull him out or give him shelter. I was brittle then, fresh from being mind-fractured, still healing. I now hold myself together and it makes him proud. I said 'forgiveness' to him one day and innumerable black echoes ceased, and everything was peaceful then. He forgave his birth mother and I managed to get her online, had the privilege of being there for their first conversation since he was put into foster care. He is not a criminal anymore. He is a one-man circus, a 5 star performance. He's also the standing ovation that you never expected you'd be so relieved to hear in all it's thunder. The roof beams raise high and the ground is shaking because you are getting stronger and your life is changing. He tells me that letting him into my life saved his. Knowing I had done something like that changed mine.

 He keeps a scrapbook now, as I do. He let me photograph some pages.

Unsure

Sometimes it's black marble, igneous rockets into endless dark and space.
and then sometimes it's an echo, resonating shades of black,
the frown on a clock's face, or the absent moon,
the illusory balloon, the ball that you chip away, also black,
while following the garden paths,
which don't meet but collide,
and the dice that are rolled ricochet,
echoing back the old days-

what could have been, what might have been?
the answers stand either side of the street,
face to face, but neither seen.

The clouds circle round you, windows blink in sunlight,
glaring, the obvious that hits you loud and with spite
and then the ground beneath you shakes,
the crowd are all staring when everything breaks,
you're a pile of glass, the same way everyone else is debris
of earthquakes: a fist of lost teeth, the split in twine after the fray,
the twist in time, and mistakes made by the billion everyday
on each lifetime's path, and every path at some point meets.
They may, for a time, treat you like hot sheets,
like what makes up their headaches. Be brave-
you may, for a time, forget all reasons to laugh.

Love knows no boundaries, they say. All of which I'm sure is
that it doesn't know how to say please, or any painless ways to go,
to find the exit sign, yet on the contrary, it enters with ease.
When you walk alongside it you cross every line.
It’s not the task that’s small as they tell us it will be.
You feel little and funny until you find yourself
more times than twice on the edge of a line
drawing rainbows that people saw from the ground,
like the light-shows of lightnings and applauding
rumbling sound, like bones and rocks and the
walls of Pompeii crumbling down all around.



you find yourself more than twice on edge of a line that drew
the rainbows you saw above the war,
you want to go elsewhere for more,
go back to before you forgot what love poems were about,
before the cats all got out, no need to lock the door.

Hitched a wagon to a star and fell off

Cabin fever, feverish dreamer, saw the northern lights
on one of those nights, or had they only seen her?
The gas that spirals into stars left a burn on my
elbow, when I was catching-what-I-can-before-I-go,
and I stretched for all I could reach but
I dropped back to earth, found a face full of sand
on the beach where I'd come to land with
an empty satchel. I tell myself, oh well, most days,
oh well, here's a bit of a green glass bottle,
and as well, here's a half broken shell, the same
colour as the one I only ever see when I dream.
Oh well, you never can tell with the northerners,
the lights, the stars. I had just been so sure
they were, for a long time, simply ours
for the taking. But it takes more effort than
one might suppose to visit the solar system
when most planets keep all doors closed.
I told my best friend I'd seen something or one
extraterrestrial, and she thought it was a story
I'd spun to be extra interesting. She was
right of course and I was faking, which I don't
do very well. Gut-full of anticipated remorse.

The process of neologofactisation (a word I made up for the process of making up words)

disidioconscity - (n.) a state of being separated from self-knowledge, or the denial of it
glottowart - (n.) a protector or guardian of language

abschronoparamatic- (adj.) pertaining to the feeling that there is no time

mensequential- (adj.) threatening, continuous and ongoing in nature
omnibiothermic- (adj.) related to or pertaining to all-consuming bodily heat
autocryptious- (adj.) characterised by secrets regarding the self
malpathajection- (n.) the casting away or rejection of negative emotions
nosomnifactism- (n.) a doctrine of belief that one should go without sleeping
antipugnist- (n.) someone who is against fighting
belliform- (adj.) resembling war
aesthangelicaster- (n.) a person who feigns the feelings of an angel

necrophyllization- (n.) the dying process of a leaf
intraponoublient- (adj.) having the tendency for forgetting the contents of thoughts
pseudoxenotude- (n.) a falsely foreign state or conditions
metamemorise- (v,) changing or altering one's memory

cryptoconfuge- (n.) escape from the knowledge of secrets
perphonogratious- (adj.)thoroughly pleasing in sound
chronomatosophic- (adj.) having or relating to knowledge concerning time and motion

Ophelia's writings

alliteration a-z

Apathetic, acataleptic, anthropomorphic abstractions aided an anorectic.
Biology and botany, both broad, but bellicose blossoms bring banality.
Considered communication can conceal certain capabilities- cruelty without causality.
Delirious dreams of divination dwindle during daytime's discontinuation.
Echoing and eerie, ecclesiastical ecstasy eclipses eccentric ebullience in extroverts.
Face-to-face farewells facilitate friendships & fatigue families, familiar in fantasies.
Grace goes gardening, garnishing and ghostwriting, good god, glistening a glittery glaze over.
High, hovering, hallucinating helps habits' hardening and hiding in hazy harmony.
Introduced ideologies, indeed, illustrate ingenuity in idiosyncratic individuals I impersonate.
Jumbled and juiced juxtaposition of jitterbug and jazz justifies jovial jumpiness- jeez.
Karaoke on ketamine, a kettleful of kerosene, kindling kisses, knocking knees.
Last but not least, the lawless laying low are liberated, later learning large life lessons.
Mainly markedly meticulous, maids manage the meagerness of mess, mollifying mothers.
Namely narcotics, not either naivety nor narrow-mindedness, necessitates a nosedive.
Obligations to obtain n occupation only obfuscates obvious obstacles, and oftentimes objectivity.
Pervasive paradoxes parody people's past perceptions, predominantly persistent patterns.
Quick-witted quarrelers query quantifiable qualities, quotations never quivering or quiet
Rickety, raggedly radios ring with ragtime, rainbows remain a rarity.
Sick, staggering students suddenly spill, saucer-eyed, onto streets and scatter.
Thrown together, the tank top, the trousers, tempted and tongue-tied them, totally.
Underestimation ultimately undid the understanding of ubiquitous underachieving underdogs.
Variability in validity and value variance violates the valuer's viewpoint very vividly.
Wandering war-torn wastelands, wayfarers weaken, wait for water, wearily wonder at weather
Xenophobic xylophonist's x-ray wouldn't show his xanthopsia, xeroxed in the xanthic Xs of his eyes.
Your yawning and yelling is yellowing your youthful yearnings for yesterdays.
Zigzagging, zany zookeepers zestfully zone out with zoom lenses, to see from A-Z.

Concept: a group of friends who are close for being as unstable as one another.